I guess we’re never ever finding “forever” together any longer as I do not want a Lok Kuay/LK or a whore that has said “I love you” to another guy when she already has a boyfriend.
The call came from last Saturday when I was in camp doing my stuffs, getting ready for bed when I picked up her call. She said she was at Starbucks earlier on with her friends when they talked about love and she thought of me and missed me so she decided to call me.
We’ve talked about loads of other stuffs, talking about the past, talking about her present and so many other meaningless stuffs.
We talked for a good deal of hours through the night. The pictures above are evidence of her calling me for those who do not believe that she called me. If you want, you can always call both the numbers on the picture to find her.
I do not know what I have done to make her think of me when it comes to “love” when she was talking with her friends or to make her say “I miss you” and “I love you” to me last Saturday night.
Maybe she just missed the way I could fill her up, sexually satisfy her on bed when her current boyfriend could not, or to make her excrete her cervical mucus until she could stain her thick denim shorts or to save her past in telling me she really loved me when all she ever wanted from me was sex or the fact that she could have go on her knees to give a blowjob and have sex with a guy whom she has only know for about a week or two? Who knows? These are all just my assumption because only God knows the answer to that question.
She said she could not forget about a lot of the bad stuffs that has happened in the past and here I am, unable to apprehend the fact that she said “I love you” to me when she already has a boyfriend. Sometimes I do wonder where her morals are or is it that she all along has loose morals that I did know?
So this is me, like one of the pictures above, telling her to get lost. I do not need a LK or slut or whore in my life that has said “I love you” to another guy besides her boyfriend.
Not even as a friend.
Au revoir, putain.